IT'S MY BIRTHDAY (:

Dear Crake,

YES CRAKE, it's my birthday. I am 17! And I'm still not feeling a thing. I don't know why. In Indonesia, I should be getting my IC right now and I am legally able to drive now. So, I'm still not feeling a thing. I'm just feeling like, ' yes, I'm a year older and uhh.. yah.. 17 ' Just don't feel excited at all. I don't know why. And I've spent half the day - or more than that, sleeping and waking up and couching with American Idol. -.- No plans till tonight at 7pm, whereby my sister and my brother will FINALLY BE HOME so that we can have a simple celebration. I'm happy with those simple celebrations actually. HEHEHE (:

So, like any other years, I'm not gonna go outside and start burning the world or be crazy and be stupid somewhere. I'm just gonna lie down and hope that my headache will feel better. It's not getting any better, I don't know why ):

But there has been celebrations done for my birthday:

The first one was on the 18th March - JIASHENG's birthday, together with our clique of 10. Just talked and ranted and be stupid and we went home. And of course we've got birthday presents. KEKEKE! Jiasheng's got a FRED PERRY WALLET while I get an angelic little cup with a photo frame with our photo. THANKYOU (:

The second was yesterday when my family and I went out to feast the whole evening. CHOMP CHOMP (: and desserts and more korean food at marina bay sands. We were practically, eating all the time. Even though I was so full I just can't resist that temptation. GOD. And my birthday present? A RED TOUR BEATS BY DR DRE and I haven't opened it yet. HAHA.

Yep yep, so I'm just happy enough (: Then there was a phone talk till 12 am and then the happy birthday wish. Happy. Then after I received spammed text messages from Jiasheng, wishing me a happy birthday and then he did the same right at Facebook. So I decided to get myself to sleep at 1am after liking and thanking all of the people who wished me right at facebook. The total number of facebook notifications to current time 3.56pm is 105. I turned my itouch and blackberry off and just went off to sleep. Way too much.

So I'm left with EDELWEISS BFFL's celebration with me. When is it coming? KEKEKE!

The unpleasant thing that happened at the break of dawn today was that while I was in the middle of my sleep, I felt something grab my neck from behind, trying to lift me of the bed. ( I was lying down with my back facing upwards ) I don't know where that stupid force came from, but I really felt that the part of my body from the head to the shoulder was already lifted off the bed. The moment my brain realized that, I resisted and turned my whole body the other way round and faced the ceiling. The whole unknown source of force just stopped the moment I turned my whole body and I'm left with facing nothing-ness towards the ceiling.

Weird.

So I didn't have a good sleep. Feeling so shagged and tired right now. It's been 4 days of disrupted sleeping and I'm wondering when will I get my undisrupted sleeping. So Crake, pray for me.

Love you,

vika.