okay, finally had the time off to blog. I've been quite busy. But I don't know what I've been doing. I still have time to Tumblr, Facebook and do a little twitter'ing. But yeah, I just do not have enough time for blogging because each time I blog, I need a little more time. For inspiration? Maybe?
Anyway, I'm feeling a little sick right now. Feel like a fever's coming down soon but I don't know. It's not happening. It's been like this for the past 3 days since Monday, the day Mum and Dad and sister took off and left me here to accompany my brother. I can't even go to work, so I had to stay home and do nothing.
Monday was EDELWEISS BFFL day. LOL. I woke up late but managed to rush out and reach Bishan MRT by 12.30. SO I WONT OWE HER ANY ICECREAM :P and then we went to eat sushi again. LOL, tried the dessert and felt that the previous ones were better because they were less sickening. There was a lot of talking to do. LOL. Endless things to talk about every time we meet up. Then she had to work, so I went back to Novena to look around and in less than half an hour she called back and said she's having her break at that time. So I went back and we talked some more until her break's over. And then the rest of the day is just rubbishing around and wasting my time.
Tuesday was surprising. The moment I woke up, I told myself to get back to sleep because it's way too early and I'm not gonna have any plans for the rest of the day. Might as well go sleep the day away. But I couldn't sleep. So I just woke up and did the laundry, ironing, everything and anything I see in the house that I can clean up. But the most crucial thing I forgot? Mopping the floor * piak forehead * stupid of me. But then throughout the afternoon, I got a surprise because I can finally text and all of that for the whole day with you. And then I could go out for lunch and take a good look at you. And then come back home feeling bored and all stupid again. And then throughout the late afternoon to NIGHT, it was just hell. Waiting and waiting and realized that it was all for nothing. And when you finally called me. I felt angry. Probably forgotten about me? I don't know. Just felt angry because all I did was couch and wait and wait and wait. AND WAIT SOME MORE. Then you had to go. So the talk was left there, hanging. And I felt angry for the next 1.5 hours until you called me again.... but the moment you called me and started talking about all of that, all my anger just seem to go away and it never came back. I just felt stupid for being angry. Because the least I could do is to actually SHUT UP and STOP creating more problems for you. I don't want to be the problem. FML.
And then today. The worst. Woke up quite early again. I think my body clock limits me to sleep more. So the latest timing I will be awake is 11 am. Usual timing I wake up is 9.30 to 10 am. No matter how late I sleep, it's just gonna end up like that. Dark circles are starting to form under my eyes now. I think the bags will appear soon if I don't sleep early. I woke up feeling terrible because I've gotten more sick. Both my ears start to hurt, my throat. Both my nostrils are blocked. Horrible. My head feels heavy I feel like turning my head into my legs so I can walk in them instead and feel less heavy up there. I don't know when the fever's gonna kick in. But seriously, I hate this ' halfway ' feeling. It's like I'm being tortured SLOWLY. Urgh. Kill me. But the good news, Mum's finally back. I MISS HER D: She was on the phone with my Dad and she said that she's having fever already and I said ' GOOD MUM, WE CAN SICK TOGETHER. ' Literally gave her the :D face.
Yep, I have just completed my enrollment form online. Submitted and I am going to rot some more now. Just need to mail in my compulsory forms and the rest are done. I'll just have to wait my tuition grant appointment letter thing. Don't know when it's gonna come but I'll just wait.
Still searching for my lappy. Time's running out. Gonna do it tomorrow. Once and for all. Maybe go to suntec's convention centre and get and one. Get it over with. And then I have just one last thing to do and I'm ready to go to school (:
Love you Crake,
vika
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