Dear Crake,

Hello, I have been busy I guess.. So that's why I haven't been able to blog. Umm, I've got my lappy?! KEKEKE :D My toshiba dream wasn't fulfilled because they said it's gonna come in somewhere in mid-april. So therefore, it won't come in time. So I decided not to get it. So I went to NP's convention centre and got myself a LENOVO instead. I think I wanna call Karen, I don't know why. Hopefully my lenovo is a girl after I checked it's sexuality. If it turns out to be a boy, my LENOVO BOY is gonna have a gay name called KAREN D:

So take a look :

So this year's first IT fair? I went there for 3 days out of the 4 ( uhh...-.- ) and I came out of there with nothing |: So now, I'm just left with getting myself an external hard disk and a cooling pad. *hopes*

Ok, that's all about the lappy stuff.

Moving on, is the emo talk I'll have with Crake again.

Lately I find myself stuck in a whole load of shit. Must be because I'm at the lowest point of my roller coaster ride right now. So I'm just feeling all fine and am trying my best to accept it for whatever it is.

I don't know what you've turned into. It makes me pissed and it makes me not want to bother about you and your stupid life. Like my sister said, ' wondering when he's gonna grow out of it ' I wonder too. I need you to come back to your old self before you continue hurting me and bringing our relationship into something unmendable. But for now, it makes me don't want to talk to you, seriously.

Another thing is.. I'll prolly talk about it another day Crake. Too overwhelmed now.

So TATA, I love you Crake,

vika.