I've been... BUSY? Can I say that? LOL. Cause I'm barely spending my time at home which explains why I have no time for tumblring or blogging. Apart from getting killed by my mum every other day for coming home so late, I'm leading a happy life. With a few other restrictions but I still have my work life and friends and dance classes which gives me excuses to run away from home. It's not that home's no good. With 4 months of rubbishing around, I'll kill myself if I don't spend my time outside and besides! It's good for my eyes ( since I'm not gonna spend 75% of my day by the laptop :D )
The past few days : Awesome + Good + Magical + Surprising! To put it simply, HAPPY. So freaking happy. If life can go on like this every other day, I do not mind sacrificing a little bit of something for it. Anything at all. Cause I don't want to be stupid and live a life that's not supposed to be mine. Pretend to be someone else. Carry a humongous baggage. Thinking of killing people and probably wanting to get a knife or something to drug myself to death. I dunno, it's stupid. HAPPY with the surprise I got (: Like so unexpected. Have been so depressed over it the whole night that I had to claim my peanut butter cookies and cream milkshake. AND THEN SOME IDIOT!!!! (:
I think I'm getting too old and less flexible. NO GOOD. Dance lesson has gotten more violent ( like finally! ) and that resulted in my right arm and both my thighs to be in so much pain today. What happened to the times when I have a stamina of a robot that I beat half the guys in my class? What happened to the times when my body's so toned that I had the curves on my arms and legs? Damn it. I think it's time for me to set a side a 'ME' time. This 'ME' time shall be jogging/body tone up session for me. I shall get my stamina back on track. I don't want to be a noob ):
The plan tomorrow : OUT WITH BRENDA DAY. Whopee, gonna stare at a few laptops cause we plan to get new ones for our upcoming POLY life. Sadly, I'm afraid there's only 1 in a 20 chance of me getting into the same class as her ): CRAKE, IF YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH GOD, TELL HIM THAT I'D VERY MUCH LIKE TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS BRENDA. Or at least, with someone I know. Not much to ask right?? *doggy pouts* PLEASEE!! Another thing? Kinda afraid my mum'll say NO to my outing day with brenda. shit ):
The sucky part? For the next 4 days, life's gonna suck for me. I need to start finding things to do. Probably spend all the spare time on my piano, and the remaining on work and maybe the planned 'ME' time? I don't know if the time'll pass by fast enough though D: * GROANS *
THE BEST PART : I got my heart to heart talk ♥
I promised and so I love you Crake,
vika
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